2025-02-27

Mountain hike

We went hiking yesterday, but it turned into climbing at some point. I have a fear of heights, so I decided to challenge myself and got almost to the top. Not terrible, not great.

I pushed myself through a couple of rough spots where I would think to myself, "What the fuck am I doing?" Up until some point, sometime in the middle, I completely forgot about my fear of heights. But as we progressed, it got worse. And finally, my legs got soft and as we sat for a moment, I realised that's it, I'm done. The rest of the group went to the end and back, while I calmed myself down (I knew we needed to go back the same way we came).